Emotional

Hey guys!

I'm feeling bored and sleepy right now.

 I just feel like writing something.

To me, blog is like my diary so just bear with my nonsense and rants because typing is actually a lot faster than writing that's why I chose to blog.

Your appearence can catch anyones attention but it's your personality that makes them stay with you.

I have no idea why Malays always talk to me on Facebook. 

There's one even took my picture and use as his profile picture. o.o

However, my personality did not make them stay as I couldn't stand them from talking weird stuffs to me.

I don't understand why a person that don't know you in real life, can ask you to be their girlfriend.

Due to this reason, I was kinda pissed off and ignore their messages.

But then, there is this guy. He is a mixed, Malay and Chinese.

Even though we only met a few times, I just couldn't resist his charms and like him.

I love his smile & I love the way he text me. ♥

Whatever I said, he will reply to whatever I said.

Nothing is being ignore unlike the others who will ignore some of my questions.

However things doesn't last long.

We no longer contact each other or should I say he doesn't reply my messages anymore?

I really hope he will realise that even though other girls ignore him but only I won't.

To Him : I don't know whether you know I've a blog but whatever. Hey, do you remember what thing you wanted me to do? I refused and what did you tell me? Those words hurts but I still forgave you.I was doing all this for your own good. Why can't you see that I was doing this for your own good? Why do you want to do it after you heard what you friend said? Obviously your friend was just showing off. And you..I don't know what to say anymore but now I hope you found a girl that you like and she like you so you could stop mingle around to let other girls have the impression of you being a despo. That's all I could say.  

You have no idea how much I like you, how much you make me smile,how much i love talking to you or how much I wish you were mine. 

The feeling when I'm with you, right there, is the exact reason why I never gave up when everyone else said stop trying. 

Love: A kind of amnesia that makes a woman forget that there's still 3 billion men left in the world. 

I guess I will continue to like him.

There's photoshop, auto tune, & plastic surgery. Too bad there's nothing for your ugly personality

Looks may be important but personality to me is important as well.

If your personality is like a bitch or 2 faced, nobody is gonna like you even though you looked pretty and all.

However, now is a brand new year!

You can change from a bitch -> a girl that everyone like.

But always remember to be yourself.

Don't change yourself to please the others okay. If the person don't like you for who you are, they're not your friends.

Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself who you are and where you want to be.

I was once a dumbo who wanted to be someone else just to please the others who weren't my friends.

 I ultimately failed, obviously.

I even got myself into trouble. Up till now I still not able to walk out from that incident and move on.

Sometimes, we need to be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. Sometimes, some lessons are learned best through pain.

Sometimes you have to stop thinking so much, and just go where your heart takes you.

It had been more than a year. I guess I've to learn to move on and stay strong.


During 2011, many things happened.
Friendship problems, family problems, studies problems.


I was stress and I couldn't do anything.

Sometimes, I feel like running away from home. Sometimes, I feel like ending my life. Sometimes, I feel like starting to smoke.

All these thoughts sometimes you will find it stupid, but sometimes you won't.


Luckily, I've my babes to accompany me and lead me back onto the right track.
Thanks babes! <3


 Mindy, Michelle, Jamie , Fidlya

I'm unique. I'm different. I'm limited edition because there's only one me in the middle of billion people on this earth.

Every girl have to remind themselves that they're unique and stop mimicking the others. Every girl have their own charms.


Every girl should stop thinking that they're ugly, fat or short.

Every girl should feel unique.

Okay, I shall end here.
Fyi, this picture I didn't wear any make up or even contact lens.


Thanks for reading (: